To the stalker ...

Dear Stalker,

I know you think of me more often than you care to admit.  Once upon a time in rage, you thought me harm. And acted on those thoughts you did. But because God hid me away, you could only do so much harm. You resorted to writing defamatory statements online.  When that failed, you drummed up fake charges where the police came around to parents place to investigate.  When your aim to destroy me failed by discovering I had instead gotten myself into one of the prestigious hubs of learning in the world and graduating with a merit, you were probably thinking I would soon be home in Malaysia. 

So you attempted to wormed through what you thought were my inner sanctum of friends ... looking for kernels of information to my where abouts.  Perhaps you were hoping that your somehow your schemes and plots have indeed succeeded.  That you have indeed destroyed my reputation and my ability to do anything nor move on - like your life has been since I left.

I'm sorry you failed.  I'm sorry you were unable to move on.  I'm sorry you're stuck on that vicious cycle of anger and blame.  I once tried to help but you were way beyond my 'pay grade'.  You were so bent on thinking and acting on your course of action you succeeded in alienating not only people closest to you but also yourself.

Angry as I am for being wrong accused by your minions that still deign to do your bidding, I forgive you.  You do have too much time on your hands ... and I understand, you would want to obsessed on something.  You have been accustomed to the world revolving around you.  When it doesn't you have the means and resources to make it to.  Thus, my not wanting to 'tow the line' and walking away would naturally make you hell bent on wanting to right that what you perceive as a wrong.  Resorting to revenge is thus a natural motivation. 

Am not sure how much more your would resort to but I do know my God is larger and far greater than your worldly schemes.  Even if you were to recruit powers beyond human limits, my God is still stronger.  He is my fortress and my strength and He would protect me as He has been (whether I know it or not).

I pray you find your peace and finally find a way to move on.  I also pray I no longer be the bane of your bitterness.  I hope you would somehow find a way to channel all that blame and anger into something more positive and edifying.

Admittedly from a human point of view, I do find that could impossible - since leopards don't really change their spots.  But amazing things can happen with God.  So you never know ...

In J precious name. Amen.