A prayer

Although I know the 'stalker' has been trying to find me, it just dawned upon me that the occurrence of the last batch of bribing emails sent in February and March were sent after my graduation.  Results of 2011/2012 graduens were published on the web. 

So that's the extent of his monitoring.  Talk about having nothing to do but a daily google search often just to see what crops up.  He probably also thinks that now I've graduated I'm probably due home in the following months.  Hence the spate of emails and also one that showed he's banked in some money into my bank account.  In his round about cryptic manner, he's sending that bribery message yet again this time showing that he's big enough to celebrate my successes. 

Whatever ... I think it's dawn upon him that when heart breaks they don't break even.  Admittedly, I had it tough before and after I ended it.  But was determined to move forward - even if it meant I had to crawl and sometimes take time out to cry.  I had given up everything to get out, I couldn't afford to fail.  He knew I had the raw end of the deal.  But was he even sympathetic, no.  Instead,  he set out on his self-righteous project to destroy my reputation. 

He's done his worst and published.  All via his paid off lackeys.  It's now occurred to him that sometime very soon or perhaps its even happening as I type, all that bile and evil he's vented on destroy someone who's not lifted a finger in retaliation will come back and bite him so hard he'd spend the rest of his lonely dark hopeless days in bitter regret (not that he isn't already).  Knowing the lackeys type, they're probably going stir crazy and are turning against him.

Have I unwittingly cursed him?  No.  I'm only stating the obvious consequences.  One reaps what one sows.  I did tell him once upon a time ago to be careful of one's actions particularly the way he treats his family.  'At the rate you're going you're going to end up alone ...'

That's come back to haunt him now.  He's also in the last few years of attempting to destroy me dug a hole so deep for himself he realise he can no longer get out.  Hence all these renewed efforts of trying to bribe me into making amends. 

I smell something dead fishy...

There's only so much one can do.  We are only humans after all.  Not God who's master of these universe(s). 

So instead of getting fretful and anxious about what's going on beyond me,  this I will pray:

Lord, you have guided and protected me all these while.  Let me, even before my enemies, be hidden and shielded from their bitter arrows and vicious actions.  Let whatever arrows they've shot my way be turned against me.  Continue to bless me even in their presence.  May I always find favour, goodness and mercy in everyday of my life.  Amen.