I've never been made to feel so marginalised on a job before. To be singled out and exclusively not be included in a staff meeting ... that hurt. First person who heard my hurts were none other than BFL. And he being an eternal optimist piped that its better to not be in a meeting and hear others drone on about things that mostly don't quite concern one. I suppose in a way he has a point. I never liked being in meetings.
Anyway ... that was my day so far. Yet another challenge to reckon with. All I ask is for my qualifications, experiences and talents to be recognised and fitted into a role that I can further develop and make a career of.
Hard as it is, like BFL says, there are still more pluses than minuses. I will stick to it. I know my being there (that very 'impressive CV' whom one of the directors mistook the new comer to be owner of while I standing right beside her). Anyway, least I know he's impressed by the CV. Just ... I seem to be rather faceless and nameless at the moment.
Lord, is it too much to ask that my days be filled with favour? Favoured by people who make up my day. Favoured by those in positions of influences that I can finally 'move up' the ladder. You promised to prosper us. Yet, am not certain why you've thrown me such a hard curve ball that actually made a dent in my self esteem.
Yet, my hope is in You. I shall just (with Your help) learn to get over that bump in the road and move onwards. Upwards.
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